My heart beats only for you and only for you. Now and forever my Darling.
I keep asking myself over and over again to why things happens unexpectedly in life and fulfillment dreams or goals of humans? And yet the very thought still hangs up high like a frame with no picture.
What I wished to share with you at this very moment, is how I myself had been in that kind of manner in my life. ‘Well my mum wants me to succeed in the most devious ways possible. To her education is everything to make parents proud. But she has forgotten that she may want me to be 4flat student. But that will never succeed due to my capacity of mental stability. I have seizure as a disorder. Yet. She could not see right through me..that I am trying my best to succeed in my studies and ways to turn it okay. I am only an ordinary girl. Trying to survive growing up. So give me my own space and thoughts’
I stood up for my own rights and for the others in the planet itself. Yes, my mum gave me a cold shoulder but still.. I know deep down, I know she is worried is all towards me. But.. at wrong timings and place.
Oh how odd to hear such a drink. It looks surreal to have Blueberry Lemonade. I never had it before but today I did. It was nice a little bit of soury sweetness. Almost as if .. drinking cranberry juice but it really was not at all the same kind of drink. I had this drink at the new KLIA2 Airport in Malaysia. What an increadible drink it was. I ordered it from a restaurant called Nanny Pavillion.
There are so many things happening all around with no doubt no hundred percent of thinking. Every morning were be yearning for the other one’s laughter. ‘Baby.. I love hearing your voice before I fall asleep. And again when I wake up.’ I chuckled hearing his wishes. He told me this about two months back.
I clung to him tight, and told him it is possible. To help him rest and revive his energy back just by listening to my voice. Was really.. very loving and thoughtful act. ‘As you wish my hubby. Your happiness is my life and goal.’ Carressing his hair back while rubbing his head a little.
Since the day I said ‘I Do..’ he was always there wishing me to be there as well for him. For him to hold, cup, hug and carress warmly in bed and anywhere else like the day bed or couch.
Have you ever experienced bad time management before in your lives? I know I did most times when I was younger at the age of 12-14 years old. I developed the sense to improve my time management skills through systematic traits and ways. Of which based on a few sub topics from the above picture.
It takes a lot of will in order to focus on a certain idea or movement. Try not to get distracted is the key.
To Do List
Ahh yes.. what to do list might come in handy in time managing. It will allow you to write down a few main things you wish to in a day, a week or a month. But it is also comes in handy when you narrow your main objectives into two categories ‘Important’ & ‘Less Important’.
When you know what you wish to do. Next step is easy.. You need to organize it’s way into getting the tasks of ideas you wrote in what to do list real. Get it settled and done in time accordingly as planned.
You might look at is as something very much tough. But in the end it is not even close to the word hard. You just need to discipline yourself in order to gain good and excellent efficiency in making all the things you need to get it done. To be done as planned. For example, You needed to wash the car at 10am at the car wash. It is best for you to reach the car wash a minumum of 10 minutes before the appointed time you have set for the car to be washed at the car wash.
Well that is all the skills or technique I’ve used all these years in perfecting my time management skills. I am sure you will manage to do it as good as I did.