Random Thoughts: The Angel wears Vincci| No.2

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“No one can rights the wrongs until they know for sure it is the wrong to be judging them.”

I asked for love, forgiveness and sometimes I asked for nothing. Please help the people of the poor. For us are the children of God. God help the outcasts.

For I am a believer, in these heels I stand tall and proud. I feel wisdom showering on my head. Upon above all..

“What is these place? It is a place of joy and care. Us gypsies are well known to be talented and outspoken for. You shall help me,and we shall close the doors.”

Sincerely,
Ellie Rayne

Random Thoughts: Epilog: The Angel Wears Vincci

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Hmm… I would turn side ways and back looking down and I go. Holding my books in hand, I am pretty sure things will look around. Don’t you think you could not actually figure out what’s coming next? Nay.. you mostly guess what might happen but to get to know who might be the next big shot. Nope not as far as a racing alley could drove the horses away.

My my, what am I without my parents? I’ll say “Yah noo.. ” eh.. mm. Zzz.. I might be sinile whomever would know me well .. might get to know me better than my own parents. But beware I am fiesty. Get things in shape first senor’ and then .. by then you may address me as Seno’rita. If not just forget about it and find another hooker to trick or treat for this year’s Holloween.

Sincerely,
Ellie Rayne

Random Thoughts: Me, Myself and I| Finale

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It is extrodinary of which how I am still remaining sane after all the deppression phase, loss of appetite, parents quarrelling day nor night. I am still as my stepmother would say it “I have strong will and soul. If a normal person faces what the half things I am currently facing. They might have gone mad by now.”

How delightful than others that I am still standing tall and fit physically just not mentally. I will need to talk to a psychiatrist if I have to.. in order to recover from such deppression. It is such pitiful. I am not eating right. My mind is imaginating of warm curry puffs but my tastebuds are awfully bad right now. Eating won’t be my ultimate best friend for another day or two. Better yet for a few days.

God I love you. So, please have mercy upon my unloved soul. If only I could see you God. I am sure by then for sure I am positive my spirit lits up like a warm candle light in a cold , dark evening.

For I am to say things are happening and only Me, Myself and I can try to solve the problems I am facing currently.

Sincerely,
Ellie Rayne

Random Thoughts: Me, Myself and I | No.4

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There I am again. In bed, in my room, alone. Siblings in another room locking the doors,ignoring me.. I am going crazy without having human interactions in real.

So I cried and cried due to deppression. Puffy eyes and sore eyelids. What a wondorous stupidity of mankind. The works of idiotic person is Me, Myself and I. I kept counting the days for school to be open soon from a week holiday. I never adored holidays. For my days always will be alone with nobody with me. I feel so lonesome, boredom killed me alive. Games, movies I played over and over in time. It chocked me alive.. I am bored of it as darn well there is no surprise.

I stepped downstairs and outside I go,walking around my the porch. Watching birds fly and cheep, watching my cats eat and stays loyal by my side. Rain pouring what a shame. It made me day dreamt of bad days in summer. I hate it all. Now and forever more.

Sincerely,
Ellie Rayne